WOW

Not at all the election I hoped for and expected.

I feel bad for my (former) colleagues at PTO (and other executive branch agencies); they will have some chaotic times ahead.

And, in the back of my mind, I had factored working for Trump again in my decision to retire in the summer.

I am saddened, dismayed, angry and feeling at a loss. But I’m not going to crawl into a hole and hide.

And I’m not going to let the election change who I am and what I believe or, really, to shake my faith that generally, we’re mostly all good people. Clearly I disagree with the priorities of many, but I’m going to hope, when things get really dark, they will come around. I hope to recognize those who won’t come around and avoid wasting my time with them.

I hope to be aware of, and able to add my voice of protest against, efforts to subvert or overturn the constitution.

And I’ll continue to look for advice and hope from trusted voices like The Guardian, Heather Cox Richardson and Ken White, among others.

And I’m going to give myself time outside to enjoy where we live and let my head clear and thoughts percolate.

But it will take awhile to get over the shock of this election loss.